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Letter
of Appreciation
Dear
Dr. Whitehead,
I just
wanted to write back to say thank you for all you have
done for me.
After
being through the experience of a failed penile extension
operation it was great to be dealing with yourself, someone
I can trust.
This
operation means so much to me and I just hope it all turns
out well - in fact it is the key to my whole life.
My small
penis made my life come to an overnight stop a few years
ago when I realized my penis was not going to grow or develop
any more. Since then I have been battling to solve the
problem via various medical professionals who have all
been unable to help or who bungled their treatment for
me.
At least
now I have found you I know the treatment and surgery I
receive will be the best in the world.
The added
trouble with this problem is that I have been too ashamed
to tell anybody, which makes it hard to deal with. It is
hard mentally and physiologically to bottle it up and hard
practically to search for treatments and cures without
anybody finding out.
It is
also hard to make up excuses and lies about why I have
stopped certain activities and sports.
I always
wanted to join the Army as my career choice and this became
impossible when I realized my penis was not going to develop
or grow any more. After telling everyone I ever met since
I was a small child that I wanted this career, it was difficult
to have to make up excuses as to why I had changed my mind
suddenly.
I was
also always playing some sort of team sport every evening
and weekend and had to lie about why I quit all of those
teams and clubs.
The thing
I missed most was the changing room camaraderie and male
bonding associated with these sports which was always something
I enjoyed and was a big reason behind me wanting to be
in the Army as a career. I now felt ashamed to even go
to the urinals in a public place and have made sure I never
use these whilst other men are there too.
I had
always enjoyed having really close strong friendships with
men. Not at all in the sexual way, but just getting so
close to someone that you become solid, lifetime best friends
who go through life together, know each others lives inside
out, and can talk about anything together. I have now virtually
cut myself off from all my friends and they of course have
no idea why.
It shattered
my-self esteem and I had zero confidence in myself. I felt
a complete and utter failure in everything. This affected
every activity in my whole life, especially in my part
time job where I felt undermined, even though it was only
in a shop selling CDs.
I felt
inadequate, inferior, and ashamed. I lost all sense of
masculinity and self respect.
All this
led me to suffer from clinical depression. As I would not
tell anyone what the problem was (and still haven't), I
was prescribed Seroxat (Paxil or Paroxetine) to lift me
out of the depression.
This
obviously hasn't worked. The only way I will be cured is
if I cure the underlying problem - my small penis.
After
telling Dr. Salkin all of this he not only cleared me for
surgery with you but he recommended that
I have it done.
He said
surgery to enlarge my penis is exactly what I need to help
me both psychologically and emotionally. Once I know the
final results and outcome of the enlargement, if all has
gone well, he said my depression will disappear overnight.
I am
sorry to have just wasted your time with my life story.
I only
meant to write to say thank you but it is a great release
to finally have someone who knows about the problem that
I can mention these things to.
I hope
to be able to report back to you with some great results
and look forward to sending you pictures.
Hopefully
then I can get my life back on track and start to live
a proper, decent life.
Once
again, thank you very much for your help and assistance.
You
have literally saved my life.
Yours
sincerely,
Three
Months Later the Patient Reported Back
The allograft
dermal matrix graft which had been used to widen
my penis has been an absolute miracle. I expected it
to feel slightly weird and strange as though it wasn't
really a part of me. I thought I would not be able to
feel it when I touched it. I could not have been more
wrong. It doesn't feel any different to how my penis
used to. I have been very impressed by this.
Also,
there is no way in the world anybody can tell that it is
there. It doesn't look lumpy and it doesn't have any contours
- the appearance is absolutely normal.
After
my experience with the penile surgery that went wrong,
I had totally lost all faith in doctors and felt I could
not trust any of them.
You have
restored that faith completely.
Thank
you.
Yours
sincerely,
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